Which hurts more

Which hurts more,
people think I'm immature,
Na thats not me,
thats the person i would like to be.

Acting like I'm 5 is easier than remembering I'm 15,
yet i don't always have that choice,
only at home can i forget that I'm 15.

In school I'm always 15,
thats when the battle begins,
the hardest battle of all,
the storm thats been raging for about two years.

The battle called love,
the one that no one thinks to fear,
the one that causes the most damage of all,
fear love and you will never fall.