If you only knew..

If you only knew,
you would be blue.
The things I do almost everyday.
The way I live in my shadow,
day, by day, by day.

If you only knew,
the hate I feel,
you would know that I'm for real.

The days go by,
and more scars and scratches appear,
everytime I see them,
I see a tear.

The days go by,
and you're still the way you are,
but what will you feel,
when I am way afar.

Far, far away from the world we live,
and down to the fires of hell,
where thats where I will feel well.