I shiver to think of life back when
When everything was perfect and innocent
Why life couldn't say that way I shall never know
Why now every day is filled with pain
I'll always wonder
But I can think of those memories happily and say at least I've had some happy days
Days that seem so rare now
Days that were full of enjoyment Even when I was without friends back when
It didn't seem so bad then as it does know
I guess when it happens over and over again it gets old and makes me wonder
Why this is happening again?
Why should anyone have to deal with this?
Why do I have to go through so much suffering and pain?
Sometimes it all feels in vain
The is just so much yelling and scream
I always hear you voice in my head not to do this or that
But be good instead
How can I be good all the time
Are you blind to all the bad things you've done?
Are you such a loser that you've never had this much fun?
The fun I feel when I'm behind the wheel
You can't take control because I'm heading for the road
I won't look back for you reproving glare
So just keep staring I'll just keep driving away from you
Even if it is only in my head.
