Not Good Enough

I look around the room and sometimes it feels like I'm the only one left out
My friends abandoned me for better ones
Am I not good enough?

Like apologies suffice when you do it more then twice
The damage is done
My heart wasn't whole to start with
Will you continue to smash it to pieces?
How about the trust I lack for anyone?
You just walk away and find someone better hang out with
So why do you wonder when I trust no one?
I go through this every year the pain and tears of losing a best friend

Am I still not good enough yet?
When will you see this is me
I try not to lie, steal, or cheat
But none of that matters to you
Don't you know how it feels to be alone in a room...
full of people
I just seem to be the only one out of the loop

Why am I not good enough for you?