Unexpected Plan

The yelling goes on
I continue to cry
Everything getting worse
Why do I even try?

I've tried to stop it
Wanted to leave
I can't stand the yelling
All I do is grieve

I walk to my room
I close the door
Alone once more
Sitting on the floor

More tears are freed
More pain felt
Listening to the yelling
The hurt being dealt

This is my fault
I say out loud
This is what I have done
Not protected in my shroud

I need to fix this now
There's nothing more to do
All this fighting will cease
A resolution to pursue

I look on a table
A shine I do see
I pick up the item
Wondering what it could be

I figure its a sign
A way to stop the fights
Freedom at last
Finally some light

I take my own life
As quick as I can
Escape from this fate
An unexpected plan.