The gun

The gun is a story
It will tell
Of when my world
Suddenly fell...

Keep my head up
Just stay strong
I've tried to do this
13 years too long

Just give up Zoe
You can't do it any longer
No time to think
No time to ponder

I'm going to do it
Just take my life now
I promise I'll do it
I just don't know how

What about the gun?
What about the knife?
Which will be faster?
Which will take my life?

Quietly now
I reach for the gun
Just pull the trigger
It will all be done

No more pain in my life
From your lips no more lies
To soak my pillow no more tears
Slowly rolling from my eyes

I put the gun
Now to my head
It will finally happen
I'll finally be dead