It kills me

Everytime you appear
i wish i could just disappear
it kills me when I see you
cause I know that we
will never be
what I want
all I think about is you
honestly dont know what to do
feel so helpless
cant stop crying
wishing I was dying
Im going insane
have a heartbreaking pain
its killing me
why cant I be ok?
I guess I will
have to wait and see
or I will just pretend to be happy
thats why...
IT KILLS ME