Facing Addiction

Everyday I get stronger
You can't control me any longer
The dreams you've tried to take from me
Are still alive and mine you'll see.

Today its starting to all make sense
You've had a great time at my expense
At times you had me laughing too
Only to leave me sad and blue

And now you wait like a snake in the grass
For the day that I walk carelessly past
Out you'll slither and pretend to be a Friend
So you can strike and inject your venom

That's the worst part about your game
You don't care that I'm in so much pain
In fact I think it makes me you smile
And you'll promise me pleasure all the while

If I could find you a place to go
So you don't have to ever annoy me so
I wonder if you could make it on your own
Oh.That's right,you hate to be alone

Well I'm sorry but I have no use for you anymore
My life with you has become just a bore
I'm a sick of listening to you tell me a lie
While you laugh in my face,and watch me die.