Shhh

I'd give up all my dreams
If you would realize
Your undying love for me.

Yet those dreams are filled up with you.
Your presence lingers
Day and night,
And day and night,
And day and night.

I will not dwell in this fantasy
Of me in your arms
Though the temptation is overwhelming.

I have been through this before
Although I would much rather forget
The million billion trillion tears.
Yes how everyone wishes history would not repeat itself.
(But don't forget the lesson now.)

Everything grows obscure
I want to know the truth
But only if it will put a smile upon my face.
(If not I'll take a happy lie.)

Oh it's so surreal

I swear I'll stop being so vain.
I swear I'll stop being so fake.
I swear I'll stop being so stupid.

What do you want?
I'd give up forever.
Wait that isn't even real.
See this is just what you make me do.
I don't make sense without you.
(Oh how pathetic.)

But shh
Don't let anyone know.
(Why risk humiliation?)