Tell me the reasons why you left me here
Please tell me why
and that's all I ask from you, that's all I need to hear.
I need to know why you abandoned me when I needed you bad
Why you took your love away from me
while I sulked and stayed sad.
My heart shattered into billions
It shook me inside
It tore up my heart
and a hole is now wide.
I'm now not as vulnerable, I'm not as weak
My life isn't as sad, My face is no longer tear streaked.
My miserable self isn't so miserable, my self-wallowing isn't that high
My self-infliction is cut down to low, and my wet eyes are now dry.
I don't think of that day as I did as often, I don't speak of your name as if I'm in love
I'm not so sentimental in the little things I get, I'm not so demanding from the lord up above.
I don't ask for forgiveness, I don't ask for less pain
I just don't want to see you, all the reason is for my gain.
I was cut down into little pieces, thrown back out of the lions pit
I was ravaged and sacked, I was torn up by that selfish filthy git.
But it made me respect him, made me respect you
It taught me a lesson, to never develop feelings for a person like you
