Overdose

I took ten then went back for ten more and again ten and again. no one knew. i sat alone taking those pills like candy. swallowing almost five at a time. i wanted to die but thats not what i told them all. i wanted someone to stop me but no one came, no one called. i sat alone taking those pills. i went to bed secretly hoping i'd die in my sleep but i woke up...only to realize i didn't want to go. i was scarred. the scariedist i've ever been in my life. i had woken up five hours later only to be taken to the hospital. i was afraid. i was saved. reality only struck me later that i could have died if i didnt wake up. no one was therewhen i needed them most. no one came and stoped me from doing what i did. sometimes i wish i hadn't of woken up. but i took ten then went back for ten more and again ten and again.

*this is a true story...please comment*