Torn & Breaking

As I lie here,
I die a little,
I am torn,
Broken between fear and love.

I'd love to live,
But I fear pain.

I'd love to love someone,
But I fear a broken heart,
I'd love to give my heart away,
But I fear emptiness.

I'd love to change,
But I fear I'd lose myself,
I'd love to stay myself,
But I fear loneliness.

I'd love to end it all,
But I fear Hell.

All I can do is lie here,
Dieing little by little,
I am breaking,
Being torn between love and fear.