My Last Nights

My songs that I sang on the stage.
But many people sang my songs just to be heard.
But when I saw you smiling at me.
I didnt think it was real but just my fantasy.
But Id always be able to see you in that corner.
But my only last nights
That Im here with you
Maybe my last
But as I watched you fade into the mid-night darkness,
I ran towards you
Just to get close to you
But just close enough to hear your heart
But as the day ended
I wish that, that day had never ended
But as my last nights I have with you
Maybe yes, Maybe no.
But as I sang my last songs towards you
I sent my regards just to you.
But as you faded once more
Into this night
I watched you die
Right in front of my eyes
But as I stood there
Letting your blood drip and fall off my body
While holding
Your dead body
But while I cried in that tainted silent sadness of the night
I kept on crying
And said
Why couldnt it have been me instead?
Why couldnt you just have lived a long life?
Why did I have to live?
But as he spoke his last words to me
He said
I only risked my life to to protect the one I love but not just that butbut the real purpose of that was because I died for you just to see how it felt to be forgiven by others and you but really to tell you how it feels to be forgiven
But as I listened to him say that
I finally understood the meaning of, While gaining that precious item, youÃll lose that precious item sooner or later.
But as he faded from this world,
He faded with time
Just as I did