Ill keep trying

Ill sit here and type and make no sense while I try to give in and lower my defense try to let you in like I know I can but its hard when youve been hurt my many a hand but Ill keep trying but please forgive if I cant get it right for I do so try its just my thoughts get tangled and my eyes they cry so give me time and I swear Ill get this on day but until then just listen to the words I say

Ill write you a song but the words wont rhyme but its not that I dont care or I dont have the time
Its simply because my words always come out wrong and for you this has to be the perfect song

Ill write you poem and in rhythm my words wont fall but its not because I dont try or I didnt give it my all its simply because my heart wont give up and my emotions cant give in so Ill have to start over again

Ill write you a story with no setting or plot but its not because I didnt give it consideration or thought its simply because when I write for you, my words get scattered and my thoughts break in two

Ill write forever and nothing will ever matter for my brains too much and my thoughts always scatter so now Ill give up and Ill give in I didnt ever mean for this to mean nothing again

*sorry thia suxxs i havnt been able to write well latly. Sorry. Always-
Shattered and Broken*