Summer is almost here
and being alone is what I fear
Im not sure if I will pull through
Nobody to talk to I don\\\'t know what to do
I won\\\'t see you for quite awhile
There won\\\'t be anybody to make me smile
You do what you can to make me succeed
Your caring love is what I need
My parents are gonna weigh me down
In the dark is where I will be found
I hope that God dosn\\\'t put me through a test
That would make me put my life to rest
I\\\'ll try not to hate my life
That a knife in my hand is what you will find
Ill try to stay strong
and not think wrong
Ill try not to have suicide on my mind
Ill TRY to wait till God calls and says its time
I might not be able to promise you
That suicide I won\\\'t ever do
But I can promise you a strong love
And watch over you from up above