My hEart's admiration

Lately, i seem to be crazy
since the day you left me
i find it hard to endure the pain
that it almost cause me to be insane
i have loved you more than myself
that it almost thwarted my ambitions
all the things i suffered through my perspiration
i still don't understand why
our good romance has to run dry
and why did you make me fall
when it wasn't even meant to be truthfull
now i'm down on bended knee
still searching for sincerity
all the happiness was obliterated with sadness
you are obdurate
you don't even have vacilate
whether it's wrong or not
coz you want nothing but to prove to them you're valiant
but for once in your life...
please listen..
i am sufferring
this heart that you've given so much pain
you stole my everything
now i'm left with nothing
u broke the heart that has loved you with all of her might
just to make you feel safety when you are out of her sight
my life is miserable
and it's you only it's looking for
you are really invaluable
no matter how hard i try
it still doesn't die
my heart's admiration
cannot be placed in oblivion...