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I am over it
Over with the whole breathing thing
I can't take it anymore
It seems I HAVE to be perfect
If I am not I am not accepted
Only SOME friends like me for who I am
They don't see the pain I have
In my eyes
They don't see the torture they give me
How can anyone just sit there and read this, and not know how it feels

My friends always said they were there for me
Well every time they said that they lied
I just don't get what I did to deserve this
My sister always called me Innocent
But she doesn't know
Not how I feel or think
She thinks she knows what I am going through

Well its over now
I am done of trying
Tonight is my last night
Unless someone stops me...

Please comment, I need help....