Silent Pain

Look into my eyes, tell me what you see,
Can you see the pain, deep inside of me?
Pain which makes me weak, getting worse each day,
I tried to find the words for you, trying to make me say,
The will I used to have, just to stay alive
Drifts away each minute, until I cant survive.

Hope, love, friendship was what made me sleep at night,
But I seem to fuk things up, doing nothing right.
I have had enough of life, had enough of this,
When I leave this place, I know I wont be missed.

Each day makes me stronger, but to only end my life.
Slicing myself again, slicing with my knife.
The decision is made, the decision is done.
The way you treat me now, notice you have won.

I am defeated, I am lost, I have no where to turn.
With your constant berating, hateful vengeance that leave me to burn.
My silence and my tears, each created by you,
Your words, your lies, I believe its all true.

One day I'll do it quick, I'll do it once and for all.
The regret you hide, the shame you have, they will make you fall.