Loving Red

It hurts to see you this way.
I didn't mean to send you away.
My heart can't take this care,
its to much of my worst fear.

It pains me that you were always mine.
But i could never stop time.
You were taking to much of me,
and now i feel horrible for feeling free.
Its to much in my head,
see this blood i bleed, its loving red.

I saw you when you weren't supposed to
be the person who i didn't know was you.
So don't get mad at me, i have a reason,
to change my mood like a season.

It pains me that you were always mine.
But i could never stop time.
You were taking to me,
and now i feel horrible for feeling free.
Its to much in my head,
see this blood i bleed, its loving red.

Shut up when u only wanna hurt me,
Finally I'm remotely happy.
Don't push me back to my confused state of mind.
It took me years to find
This person who finally loves someone.
and that person isn't hiding.
When i wanna scream i have to stop myself from biting,
my own tongue cause your making me regret every choice
and your draining my will and your draining my voice.

It pains me that you were always mine.
But i could never stop time.
You were taking to me,
and now i feel horrible for feeling free.
Its to much in my head,
see this blood i bleed, its loving red.

I look and i turn
but theres something that wont burn
all in my head but it wont disappear.
And now the only thing that is dying blue is my tears.