What am I without you by my side?
What is there to feel without you near?
Time has no meaning & love finds no life,
For you are gone & you take my heart.
How? How does one survive?
Survive without her spirit, with her zest for life?
That used to be locked away inside.
I find myself trapped looking at an empty wall with no pictures,
No color just plan and duel.
No one can handle this kind of pain.
Its as if the world around has ended and I was left to stay.
And then I close my else and you are there again,
And life has meaning and I feel so much love again.
Oh, if you I could stay here forever and forget the other pain,
It would be so easy but as always,
I hear the light calling again.
Why do they do this to me?
Make me love so much, that wishing death,
Is easier then living life.
Why? Why make someone love when only to take them away?
I do not know the answer, only the pain that comes with the cause,
Knowing after all is said and done, my best friend TARA is gone and I am who lost when all have gone.
***TO TARA THE SISTER OF MY HEART AND BEST FRIEND MAY THE ANGELS KEEP YOU SAFE MY DEAREST & MOST TRUSTED FRIEND***
