The words came so easily with us, never did we doubt.
That our love was real or that our hearts were reaching out.
He told he loved me, it took me so long to believe it was true.
Then he says I'm sorry, maybe I said it to soon.
Not in all those words, but he did it alittle each day.
Pushing my heart further and further away.
Now I'm devastated I'm lost with no where to turn.
I thought when I told him I loved him,
His arms would always be there to heal the hurt.
I'm fighting against something I'm not sure I want to face.
If I lose him to another because her memory can't be erased.
He made love to me, but thought it was her.
Now I have to live with knowing that,
Can you get screwed twice and not have it hurt.
I can't loose him, not like this.
He's my soul and so much more,
But, staying around feels like it's killing me once more.
Loving him was easy, losing him will tear me in two.
Especially if I lose him to something like this and he blinded by something he can't control.
I hate this hurt, I hate this heartache
I hate that I feel anything because I was stupid and didn't walk away.
I let him in, when I should have let go.
Now I'm paying the price for a man who can't let go.
