Wasnt ment to be

Broken up inside
torn down by all your words
but by all your lies
is this really what i deserve

all i ever wanted
was for you to actually care
was it to much to ask
for you to just be there

i let you do me wrong
time and time again
i held it all inside
with words i left unsaid

i cried myself to sleep at night
thinking off all you lies
and why i try so hard
just for you to make me cry

I'm finally beginning to realize
you'll never care for me
as long as i have waited
it just want meant to be