4am Heartache

The clock still reads 4am,
I cant sleep tonight cause your memory keeps me awake,
There is no light, even the ones outside are dim,
I just keep thinking back to all the times we shared, are they fake?
I think about you, and I wonder if the chances of us are none or slim,
The time we walked together and sang together than sat by the lake,
It's times like that, that make this time in my life seem so grim...Without you,
You not being here is a curse, but it's suposse to be for our sake,
But you not being next to me is putting me on the rim...Of insanity,
A thought keeps running through my head, and I can't shake it,
I don't know what hurts more...
The fact I would die for you still,
Or the fact that I am dying without you...

My heart aches for you,
It's low silent cry is like that of a child's,
Sweet yet scared,
And still my heart aches for your touch,
It screams out for all to hear,
The aching wont stop until you're here...Beside me,
My longing for you grows,
And my heart, it seems to explode,
I don't know what hurts more...
The fact I would die for you still,
Or the fact that I am dying without you...