Oh, the sad me...

Freeze the world
Drown the light
I'm sick sitting here
Night after night

Staring at the picture
Of the once happy me
You hugging me from behind
Now look what is left of me

I running through a tunnel
Trying to escape your face
My soul is being swallowed by darkness
Because of all this madness taking place

I remember the last time I saw you
You stayed so far away
You acted as though I didn't exist
You forgot all you promise in this month of May

You took the drag
You stole my heart
You fell past all the steps you climbed
And now my mind wont part

From all those nights you held me
Back when you use to care
Back when the words I love you never stung
Back when what was mine, was yours to share

See that box on the top shelf?
It has the paper you wrote your number
Your scent still attached
The ink fading from the numbers

Why did I keep it?
Why did I hold on to something that has hurt me so?
It seems, I don't want to let go
For these feelings I have seem to flow

Flow out of my reach
Out of my mind
Spilling over my words
It seems to happen out of time

With no reason
I'm sitting here
Telling myself to let go
I wont show any tears