My reality mixed with fantasy
isn't that big of a deal.
i do whatever i want
i say what i feel.
infatuated with life itself
i dug myself a hole.
i can't get out of it
i just can't do what I'm told.
the emotions expressed inside of me
are ancient history.
the feeling i so often get
just doesn't come from within me.
as interesting as all it's aspects
i can never be what i want to be, or do what i wanted to.