Unforced self neglect

Subconsciously folding up my sides.

theres nothing,
inside this eerie space,
sealed within me.

spirit broken.
respect, will, self-opinion all lost.

ive left you,
all of you.
an explanation for this a waste.

waste of shaken speech.
waste of conscious thought.
a waste of taunting scars.

my mind and personality closed off,
Ive taken to much to heart.

im haunting the present.