How do i live?

How do I live?
I live an a place where darkness creeps
I can’t keep this up
I hope that one day I will be happy
How do I live?

I live in shadows
I live and hide
My thoughts and feelings always keeping me confined
Crying and whining
Cutting and screaming
Playing and praying
How do I live?

I live in a place a place for my head
I live in my world a world full of hope
How do I live?
I live in a place where the darkness speaks
I come to a place where hope lies to me
How do I live?

I live in a world I hate
I live in a world that makes me cry
I live in a world that tells me lies
I live in a world that hurts me
I live in a world that tears me apart
I live in a world that you could say kills me fast
How do I live?

How do I live?
Once again you ask me
How do I live?
I live in pain
That is how I live