Symptoms.

I hate you
I hate your pathetic impulses
The way your hair seems to wave and curl
The face you make when you can't seem to portray a specific emotion
I hate your smile
It's an overwhelming feeling seeing you happy
Because it also makes me wanna smile, just a bit wider
The way you laugh out loud
Makes my gut tangled up in extreme dis-likeness
But i like it.
I hate your eyes
Especially when they are fixed on me
It makes me feel special
But i don't want to be.
I hate the way your stupid hat sits on your head so coolly and uncaring
It makes my eyes twinkle knowing you look good
I hate feeling this idiocy that happens only when you're around
When I'm near you it makes me weak and tender inside
When you take my breath away only because of your voice
When you give me butterflies in my stomach only because you accidentally touched my skin
It pains my pride to feel this symptoms but it pleasures my heart...
I hate you.
And the way you make me feel.
Yet i love you.