Now do you see?

This feeling is more than I can bear.
He is my everything.
My emotions,
My trust,
My endurance,
My pain,
My life.
If only he would give me one more chance.
A chance to change,
A chance to be me.
I love him with all my heart.
He's the only one I have my heart set on,
every day of my life.
I've done wrong,
I messed up,
But now I'm different,
I just want him to see.
I want him to see me.
The REAL me.
The me I haven't been since I can't even remember.
The one who ISN'T sad and depressed all the time.
The person I have been waiting to be all my life.
Well now I'm here, with open arms.
Does this make you happy?
Am I okay now?
***Hands him her razor blade***
What about now?