One tear too many

I've cried to many cries
I have wanted to die for so long
Done with everyone's lies
I'm down to my last tear
I've cried one tear too many
Sliding the razor across my wrist
staring at each scar
remembering the reason I felt
the need to cut that time
but there are one too many scars
pressing down on the blade
its going deep into the vain
the tears are still running
when the blood starts coming
dripping to the floor
I can't take this anymore
Finally deciding I'll press harder
make it go deeper
I fall to the floor
shut my eyes tightly
the blood keeps coming
it's getting dark
and I feel dizzy
my life is ending
the solution to crying
just one tear too many