Lost

I was lost the first time you touched me,
I was your step daughter,
and you my step father,
I don't understand,
did I give you some satisfaction?

I want to know why,
why you thought I was a fool,
that I would just forget,
because I was seven,
well guess what I have not forgotten,
nor will i ever forget,
It will be with me until I die.

You thought i would never tell anyone,
just because you threatened to kill me,
or my family,
well guess what my mother,
and grandmother know,

So now what you B*******,
I got you back,
But because of you I can't trust any guys,
and i cant trust anyone.
You made me depresed and sad,
and i can't ever have the life,
of a regular teenager,
you owe me more than an apology,
you owe me a new life.