Confused is what i feel, Nothing looming in the distance and the scarceness that perseveres. What if time passes through us like sand in a glass. What if sound we don't hear, and touch we don't feel. The future come and come what may, what if my world comes to and end today. Live to Die, or Die to Live? Whats the scenario? I've got a picture in my head, its blurred but becoming clear. If tomorrow i wake and i can no longer speak the words I've longed to speak what will be the point of me? The good times roll i watch them in my mind. Miss you more each time i close my eyes. Where are you, i only find you in my dreams and memories. Reminiscing is what i do feel. I"m to afraid, fighting the words i need to say. Close my eyes-- There you are, lying on the cold ground, laughing at my stupidity. I miss you more every time i lie, and again i cry. The time came, the time went. It was wonderfully spent, but definitely to quick. I miss you tonight, I'll miss you in the morn. Till we're there again. Cant wait for your protecting hug, your gentle touch, the looks that make me weak, and your sweet face as you drift to sleep. My thoughts I speak to myself, and thats how they'll stay. Until i can say them...maybe someday
