The final goodbye

As i come out of the trees
you walk right past me
i feel warm liquid running down my cheeks.

i asked you why?
you look to the sky
and all i can do is cry.

sure i know i can be annoying
and now all that becoming
but is it really worth it to be leaving?

i love you so
i can't just watch you go
as you keep walking my love just grows

then my love stops
and my heart feels like it hopped
and i feel you reach to the top

my heart it becomes true
then i see your shirt so blue
you whisper the words thank-you

then you hit me and i see black
then you lay me on the bench and stack
a letter in my hands and then stand back

you leave anyway
yes you left that day
even after all i say

i guess you do despise me
until i read the letter
then i see

all th epain
and all the blood
all through the years

i stand in the rain
as my shoes are covered in mud
and my face stained red from tears

all this time i could not see
all the rude remarks you made
were said out of love

only for me