You don't know, and your not going to know. The thoughts i hold in my mind, they circle like the carousel. Round and round. Stop them? no. Act on them? no. Do I speak of them? Do I wait for time to pass? While entertaining my self with thoughts of either or? The pros and cons of each which weighs more? Here i sit and here i will sit, till i decide to speak or end the dreams in my head. I want them to be heard, but many consequences come of this. I get what i want, or lose the feeling for what i wanted. I don't get what i want and i die from the longing of it. Hurt will come, pain will follow. Eventually things will come to be what He meant for them to be. The future gets closer and closer.Which to be? My mind wandering every time we touch or, a look from your gorgeous eyes that makes me fall to my knees. It's not a decision for me to make. Its an opinion. And I cant let go or hang on. I'm stuck in the middle of a breaking bridge, and if i don't make the leap soon, down I go... leap or fall? Haven't decided yet.
