The Affliction Of My mind

Who am I?
And who are you,
Ive lost my mind,
Over you.

Something wrong,
Inside my head,
Call my name,
I feel so dead.

How can i tell you in a poem?,
How can I explain,
Just how much I\'m hurting,
I may be dead but I still feel the pain.

I said I\'m sorry once,
No twice, and I would say it again,
But I\'m stuck inside my mind,
In my world of pretend.

Somethings eating,
At my mind,
I am hiding,
I\'m hard to find.

I don\'t want to leave,
Come find me if you dare,
You\'ll get lost in my lies,
And I don\'t even care.

I\'m fading inside my mind,
I am lost so hard to find,
Miss me?
Kiss me?
Make me real,
To late...I\'m gone,
The knife I used made me real.

Hiding now, beneath a grave,
A shadow of who I was,
I am gone, I came undone,
I am no longer lost.

I am found, but I\'m not real,
A memory of what I used to be,
I faded many years ago,
Did you even miss me?

(confusing and meaningless to most)