Out Of My Mind (back In 5 minuits)

Once again i find myself,
A place where I am free,
No one telling me who to be,
Just me, myself and me.

Close my eyes and imagine it,
Ive been 'escaping' for years,
I do it because I'm scared,
I to it to hide the tears.

I loose myself in my imagination,
Where I play hide and seek
Where I am someone special,
Where I don't feel the need to weep.

I hide my scars beneath my smile,
I play beneath the stars,
I am safe from these four walls,
And the streets don't tempt me with cars.

I run for miles away from you,
And you cant hold me back,
I can fight you off this time,
Ill be safe from your attacks.

I have friends inside my mind,
They love me for who I am,
The need me and I need them,
But you never understand.

You say I need 'help'
And you send me away,
I hate you
What more can I say.

I needed your help,
Long ago,
And your support,
You didn't show.

So now I'm imaginary,
And I can't feel,
I may look alone and sad at times,
But Ive never felt so real.