Obsessed*~*

This one is for rebecca.. i wrote this when i was having a really bad day.. i mean i still kind of feel this way, but not really anymore.. so stephany, shanna, brooke, keva... please don\'t tell her about this.. i will tell her myself :)
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i don\'t want this to be
the way that i feel
i don\'t want this to be happening,
don\'t want it to be real

i don\'t want our friendship ruined
because of this certain guy
but i am feeling this way,
and i\'m not sure why

it seems like he\'s the only thing
you think and care about
it has only been about him
since the day he asked you out

everything you want to do
revolves entirely around him
it\'s like without him you don\'t know what to do,
don\'t know how to begin

i know that you have waited a long time
for him to finally be yours
but at times it seems too much
and i want to go back to before

back to when he wasn\'t around
and without him was the best
back to when he wasn\'t all we talked about,
to when you weren\'t obsessed

i really want you to be happy,
so please don\'t get me wrong
but what will you do when it\'s over,
what will you do when he\'s gone?

because everything must come to an end,
you and i both know
sooner or later he will be over you
and out the door he will go

i\'m not saying i want that day to come,
i just want you to be happy
but sometimes i just want to scream in your face,
\"hey, what about me!!!\"

because when he leaves i will help you,
get rid of all of your fears
i will be your shoulder to lean on
and i will dry every one of your tears