Here i am
sitting here
trying to write
what i truly feel
it isn't that hard
unless you feel
nothing at all inside your heart.
i write about my heartbreaks.
i write about my tears.
i write about the pain I've caused
and the pain thats paused.
i write about love.
i write about fears.
i write about the many tears
i have cried this year.
i try to write of joy.
i try to write of laughter.
i try to make it seem like a happily ever after.
but my feelings like that
aren't easily sat.
i take my pen.
i take my paper.
then
my feelings of pain
and vain
just spill out.
so i am
sitting here
writing what i truly feel.
