My pain

When I'm alone
this pain comes to me

when I'm alone
this pain takes over my body

when I'm alone
i have nothing to live for

when I'm alone
there is nothing i could do from stopping myself

when I'm alone
i try to make the pain go away

when I'm alone
i have a knife or razor in hand

when I'm alone
i set them on neck or wrist

when I'm alone
i bleed to death

when I'm alone
no knows what to do

when I'm alone
no one comes looking for me

but when they do
they are shocked to see the sight

me one the floor
bleeding to death helplessly

when I'm alone
theres no telling what i might do next