Glimpse of me

All the things I have seen, have brought me here to this day and love and freedom
Brain and bronze, tons of hope and lot of suns
Climb the rope of life but do not fall.
Grow tall and hope life is good to you .As it is for the privileged .
Some times I look into my sky and say of I've reached very high.
So why do I cry .hide from something that I'm not sure of .fall down and wish never to get up again. Say good bye to my dearest friends
What makes me feel this undeniable sadness for myself ?what
Is this pain form no affliction? What is this puzzle I can not solve? Can I become that person in my heart or will it forever stay in my heart to die a death were no one comes but me? To see all that I could have been.
Oh praise my dignity for hurting me in such a way that I can not even say .such pain inside I have to hide for blind I am to why I am so sad and damn the people that say it is a phase .damn the people who say I'm crazed .for I have a heart I have a soul I have a lover I'm in control .so why do I cry this way when I remember a happier day sometimes I look at myself I see a person that is not the me that I want to be and I try but cry to reach the me but it is hard to rise above the strong when you are weak or at least that is what you think .