Not Good Enough

I'm not the kind of girl that waits
or has trouble with my fears
I'm not the girl that believes in Fait
or crys to many tears

but still for some reason
i don't seem to be 'me'
every time the phone rings
its your name i hope to see

I'm not the kind of girl that falls
or lets people see her down
I'm not the girl who smiles all the time
but you'll rarely see me wear a frown

but for some reason
you have to make my life tough
i have NO idea who i am any more
i just know I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH..