Why am i sorry

Closing her eyes she sees her dreams come true, her wishful thinking a reality, when it comes to her dreams. And her thoughts guide her through...

If you could see me, right now, I just may look at you, not knowing what to do. Then slowly, my eyes tear up, no longer cold and numb. For you always bring the feeling back no mater how far I try to push it down. And the tears rolling down my face, all I would want you to do is wrap your arms around me. And that's all you would want to do, just hold me. Just whisper in my ear " I love you" over and over, for my tears to stop and for me to smile. But you hold me and whisper " I love you" in my ear, and I cry... You would just let me cry. And as you look down to my face, such a pretty face you would think, what sad eyes. And as you looked down on me. You would see my lips moving, making the same words over and over, not a breath passing my lips. And your heart scared, jumps a beat, when it hits you what I'm saying."I'm sorry", you flinch, if only you could carry me away from my sadness, my worries, and you hold me tighter. Your grasp the same meaning as I love you to my heart. And my tears fall harder and harder, my words become clear. " I'm sorry", and my legs give in, though never would you let me fall, you hold me. And I drift to the ground, never slipping from your grasp. And I cry in your chest, my cheeks wet, my eyes red, your shirt cold with salted tears. And you never cared. Only wondering why I was sorry... looking to me, a tear running down your face, because my pain flowed through you. And you look at me a whisper, "why are you sorry"... the words making my heart jump, my words scatter, and to you I stutter..."I don't know..." my eyes blank again my mind searching for answers till it stops... And all you do is hold me close, and tell me "its okay... its okay... don't be sorry" every word a sweet whisper heard by my heart, as clear as your love. A tear falls from your eye, and looking up to you, mine have stopped. With your arms still around me, I let go of you sitting up, and wipe away your tears, and hold you close, and in your ear I whisper " its okay"