False Connection

It's just not the same
I haven't been myself
Since we started this game

I cry at night
I'm losing sleep
I'm beginning to give up this fight

I can tell you feel the same way
But you won't admit it
It's something neither of us can say

So I guess we're stuck here
Tired and lonely
Of the never ending fear

I want to end this
Just to stop the pain
I don't want to miss, out on life

I remember when we used to smile
And laugh til we cried
Those days have been awhile

Fear is the only thing keeping us connected
We're lying to ourselves
Because we don't want to be rejected

Tell me it's over
Break me apart
Because this was over before it could start