Now They Know, I\\\'m Changing

Yes i have cut myself,
No i dont know why.
I guess im a girl
just trying to get by.

No one, not a place or thing
is worth a cut.
No matter what you say,
there is no but.

Ive felt the experience,
I dont know what i got out of it.
Im now looked at different
And for those who think im crazy,
shove it.

Now my parents know
and after all i went through,
and all i saw
nothing comes to me as new.

Ive sat in a hospital room for hours,
haveing to deal with my parents asking me things,
about why did you do this?
What did it bring?

Ive been in those rooms,
with no windows, only a chair, table, and bed.
The beds with belts underneath
making anyone in there mental in the head.

The razors are gone
gone for good
Staying in the dump,
Where they should.

From this point on
I have to change my ways.
Everything will change
Some things will stay.

See no ones worth a cut,
Ive learned that as a fact.
The lines at guidence with all this,
theyre packed.

I have friends who care,
and i know i should.
I had to say something about her
I really dont want her gone for good.

I found out more about her then i needed.
She cant say she doesnt have any friends
I know that for a fact,
Because im here for her until the end.

Now with all this said.
I hope you realize something about me.
Ive gone through so much,
And i want to go with them,

I want to stay here
go through water and dirt
When you say youre going through so much,
Im the one with the t-shirt...