I'm letting go

You should know
I didn't throw it all away
You should know
That I would of liked to stay
And it wasn't me
Who said I had to go
But it was me who said
I wasn't coming back.. So..

Don't stick around
If your expecting me to crawl back
Don't hold me close no more
I'm not getting back on that track
So don't even try
If you expect to start where we left off ..

It's not that hard
I never pushed you down
I never wanted anything
But for you to be around
and I know, that it shows
I should of never let you go
And I know its killing me..
But it's the best thing I know how to do...
I'm letting go

You should know
I don't think of you the same
But you should know
I'll never forget your name
You were the first boy
I said I love you to
You were my boy
But now that, that is through

Don't stick around
If your expecting me to crawl back
Don't hold me close no more
I'm not getting back on that track
So don't even try
If you expect to start where we left off ..

Shouldn't be so hard
I must of let you down
But no regrets
You won't see me around
Now its way, too late
But I should of never let you go
And you know, it's killing me
But it's just what I got to do..
I'm letting go...
I'm letting go

(These are actually lyrics to a song i wrote and sing.)