Sweet Saddness

I lost you today
To her i'm afraid
But i won't be weak
And i won't give up

I won't let you bring me down
And you won't see me frown
I'll go on each day
Pretending i'm okay

Faking a smile
For the world to see
But when i get home
I show the real me

I become lost
Tears pooring down my face
I can hardly think
In the memory of your embrace

But the next day
I seem fine
I pretend to be okay
And no one has a sign

You don't have a clue
That i cry myself to sleep
You don't have a clue
My days are gone with a sweep

I lost you today
To her i'm afraid
But i'll be okay
When this sweet saddness fades