Over you?

Here i was
thinking i was over you
now I'm sitting here
typing that i don't think i am
why did i have to start liking you again
just as things were getting to feel right again
i have a boyfriend
and you almost have a girlfriend
all the sudden
i can't stop thinking about you
and you can't keep your hands to your self
i think
I'm falling for you again
but i can't i know
I'm being dumb
and selfish
but I'm trying to think about it
how many people i would be hurting
and what if we brake up again
what then?
will we still be friends
or will we hate each other?
what am i hoping to accomplish?
do i hope that if i write it
it will come true?
i wish
in a way it would
but then again
i don't
i don't want it to come true
because if it did
then what would happen to me and you?