Ticklish

Its true I'm ticklish
but the other day
when you touched my side
i jumped
not because you tickled me and surprised me
but because you excited me
i know that sounds bad
and it is
i dumped you 121 days ago
you want to know whats sadder?
whats sadder is i know this
because i wrote it down on my calender
better that than if i eat or not
cause if i saw how much i eat
i know i would freak
I'm healthy
and i know it
I'm not fat
but I'm not a stick either
but back to the point
i don't want to walk up to you
and say i want you back
i was the one dumb enough to dump you
so I'm an idiot i now know that
thank you very much
i just don't know why my mind wont let me move on