Anger and rage;
taken out on my skin.
Alcohol drowns
all the sadness within.
Cocaine and heroin;
numb the anguish in my brain.
Razors and blades;
help express the self disdain.
Im sorry for what Ive done.
In this battle that couldn\' be won.
Im sorry for who I am.
Although I know you no longer give a D a m n
Tonight I know
I could quietly die.
Forever sleep;
a resulted suicide.
So few would notice;
even less could care.
This pain I brought unintentionally...
I honestly cannot bare.
I didnt mean for it to end that way.
There are so many things I want to say.
I know you wont listen to me anymore.
You simply label me a worthless w h o r e.
I only meant to protect you.
To save you, and give you the way.
And to think of the things we\'ve gone through.
And we lost it all, today.
