Pushed aside

My eyes try to adjust to the darkness you have left me in.
My knees are bruised from begging you please
But end isnt forever right?

And you said you would collect all the butterflies in my stomach
Then when I speak to you why can I still feel them?

I see you walking with your head to the ground
What could I do to just make you turn your life around?

And I feel Im chasing a ghost thats haunting my dreams
Youre the only one I want but the only one I cant have

Days go by the hours dont match cant sleep I feel so un attached
Im waiting for the phone to ring its silence scares me

And fragile cant add up to this feeling I put aside
When I see you I cant choose if I want to scream or hide